My Fears

I am afraid of closed in spaces.

And spiders.

And crickets.

And fire.

And that my children will not be happy, responsible, God-fearing adults.

And that I will not lose all of the weight I need to lose.

And that I will never have a house of my own, although I know I will always have a home.

And that I am too afraid of doing what I know God has planned for me to do.

And of failing at life.